God has a plan and purpose for everything, even when we don’t understand his reasons. He has a way of revealing his will over time, but the process of understanding and accepting it can hurt beyond words. There are so many questions and thoughts that will run through your mind when God allows something that he also had the power to stop from happening.
These are the times when faith is the only thing that you can depend on.This kind of experience requires you to trust God no matter how you feel. Unfortunately, this experience happened in my life when I was just a little girl. I had no idea how to trust God’s decision and move forward with my life. I was so crushed, and my heart was broken into many pieces.
At the age of seven years old, I lost my baby sister. She was a newborn, and I never had the chance to even hold her.I had so many plans for her! I was so excited to be a big sister, and I felt like she was going to complete me. I was inspired to write this book because of the many stories that I have heard by families who have lost a baby. I was not her mother, but as her sister, I went through a lot mentally and emotionally because of her passing, and I had to learn how to cope and heal over the years.I had to learn that God is a just God. I had to accept that he was a fair God, even in the hardest times of our lives.She was my dream sister, and I desired to have her in my life for the rest of my life.
However, God has a way of providing the desires of our hearts in other ways that we don’t expect. This experience has taught me how to love more. I have also grown to expect the best, but to prepare for the worst in all things. To every parent and guardian who has lost a rainbow baby, I can’t imagine the pain and hurt that you and your family have endured. I know the loss broke your heart.It has affected you, but it also affects the children who are in the midst of the situation. The loss of my sister had a toll on me for years.
When children face situations that they don’t understand their world is no longer the same. In this book, you will hear my story along with tips that can aid your loved ones when faced with a situation like mine. Thank you for reading my story, I hope that it will inspire you to live your life to the fullest and know in your that your loved one will forever be in your heart. I pray that you will experience healing and comfort through my experience with my loss and the wisdom and comfort that I found in God.